1. |
Intro
00:17
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hello
isn't this a beautiful day?
daisy, daisy
up with the morning dew
and now it's time
to rise and shine
as i witness the day
for you
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2. |
Here We Go Again
05:43
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Here we go again
I am sucked back in like no time has passed at all
And I have no idea where to draw the line with you
I'm running out of chalk
I am always chasing a dream that you might stand still with me
And watch all the other boy's pass out of your life and into the past
But this clarity would never dare last
And all my senses fail me at the sound of your voice
There's no time that could heal that
So I am left with a choice
Is it worse to be hurting than to be in pain from the missing?
God knows you're no catch
But it's you who has caught me
And all my senses fail me at the sound of your voice
There's no time that could heal that
But here we go again
I am sucked back in like no time has passes at all
And I have no idea where to draw the line with you
I'm running out of chalk
And all my senses fail me at the sound of your voice
But here we go again...
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3. |
Ring Around
03:22
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And now,I'm walking toward the light
I've kept my eyes on all this time
I'm happy you're still by my side
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger
Because I am through with the cocaine and telling lies
I put down that junkie pain and realized
It's you I have been waiting for
It's you I have been waiting for
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger
Put a ring around that finger...
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4. |
Come Home
03:34
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So what did you do
Did you fuck every man in the room
Do you suck every cock you come across
And you are dripping wet with someone else's sex
You dirty whore
You dirty whore
Daddy doesn't know what you have done in your skin
So it will be fine for you to come home to him
Daddy doesn't know what you have done in your skin
So it will be fine for you to come home again
come home again
You brought those men into our bed
And called me a liar when I suspected
You called me a liar when I suspected
You dirty whore
You dirty whore
Daddy doesn't know what you have done in your skin
So it will be fine for you to come home to him
Daddy doesn't know what you have done in your skin
So it will be fine for you to come home again
come home again...
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5. |
'Til The Wheels Fall Off
03:44
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This day is like a horrible fight
I cannot see your eyes
But you are lying
We are close now tonight
You've been stretched on my mind
I keep holding you tight
I thought it was you and me 'til the wheels fall off
I thought it was you and me
I thought it was you and me 'til the wheels fall off
I thought it was you and me
But you throw it all away
Make room for the wandering
It's in your mouth
Take off that ring
And leave me on a bed in queens
To you, I am nothing
I am not worth loving
I thought it was you and me 'til the wheels fall off
I thought it was you and me
I thought it was you and me 'til the wheels fall off
I thought it was you and me
But you throw it all away
Make room for the wandering
It's in your mouth
Take off that ring
And leave me on a bed in queens
I thought it was you and me 'til the wheels fall off
I thought it was you and me...
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6. |
Smoke And Barlight
05:00
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From where I am standing
You seem pretty lonely
Like you are still missing somebody
And from the look of things
I know you need someone to love you
Someone to love you
And I'm certain I could do that
But you are so cold and so far away
When you are laying beside me
And I know what it means when you roll away
You're not the only one who's hiding
I look for you in the darkest places
I follow you through smoke and barlight
I search for you until i am frozen
choking on words i wish i had spoken
I wish I had spoken
But I follow you all through the night and sometimes, sometimes
When I find you there's nothing left over
I wish that you wanted me like you still want him
I guess I'm waiting
Waiting for joe to be finished with you so that I can begin
But I will not hold my breath
I've decided to hold you instead
While I watch you pass yourself around the block again
And wonder if I'm just another one of them
And you may fight it until you're dead inside
But I'll still be holding onto you for dear life
Because I recognize love when it stares me down at night
And from where I am standing
You seem pretty lonely
Like you are still missing somebody
And from the look of things
I know you need someone to love you
Someone to love you
And I follow you all through the night and sometimes, sometimes
When I find you there's nothing left over...
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7. |
Monday Morning
03:13
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So it's monday morning and I'm feeling lucky
Maybe the earth will open up and swallow me
Because it's chewing up and chewing
And I'm surprised it hasn't spit me
I hope some other day I will find words to describe this
And I'll be whirling about like a dress on the line
I'll be frozen in time
But right now
Said right now
I need a fucking line
And I wonder why you haven't called me
Because It's monday morning and I'm feeling lucky
Maybe the earth will open up and swallow me
Because it's chewing up and chewing
And I'm surprised it hasn't spit me
And I'm surprised...
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8. |
The Mothership
05:12
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I am holding myself
Together with duct tape
Unloading myself upon you
Like the mothership
Having finally blown the
Candy coating over my
Nuclear family to bits
And things are exploding
In our faces
These fires have really been
Burning us lately
I am hoping for midnight
In a half a minute
And wishing for my animosity
To leave my body
And give me some privacy
Who am I
To bring you along
For this ride
Have you been
Dying inside?
Like I have
Or maybe you are
As confused as I am
And maybe the flame
Is as hot for you
As it is for me
But I find that hard to believe
When you are fucking crazy
I am holding myself
Together with duct tape
And wishing I could
Tie myself down with
A marijuana cigarette
How many nights
Will I be plagued
With this circular thinking
In the darkness?
I lost count
About two years
After the baby died
I know my mother
Will never stop crying
And she probably
Never will forgive me for
Being alive
Yeah, it probably
Should have been me who died
But I just keep on living and living
And living and living
When you are fucking crazy
You are fucking crazy
Who am I
To bring you
Along for this ride
Have you been
Dying inside
Like I have?
Or maybe you are
As confused as I am
And maybe the flame
Is as hot for you
As it is for me
But I find that hard to believe
It's hard for me to believe
When you are fucking crazy
You are fucking crazy
And things are exploding in our faces
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9. |
Panic
03:51
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There is panic in my soul tonight
Because there is nothing behind your eyes
Telling me you are still in love with me
And so it turns out that you were always right
To predict how this will be ending
But I was never listening
I was blinded by the light of disillusionment
I was always forgetting
That I was not allowed to hold you so close
Until you turned out the light
I was to wait until you were sleeping
And that was all that you could give me
I knew you had to be awake sometimes
And were just too afraid to stop pretending
That this was not the safest place you had ever been
And I keep wishing that you would reach out and touch me
Reciprocate some of the safety
But I could not get you to love me
You could not be awakened
And you will never be awake
You will never be awake
But I keep wishing
Said I keep wishing...
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10. |
Meat
04:39
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If you need someone to pray for
Get down on your knees and ask your god to forgive you
For what you have done to me
This mistake you have made
But don't you dare mention my name
Don't you dare pray for me
You little shit
I can barely stomache the thought of it
Because my mind is full of black feeling and angry thought
Said my mind is full of black feeling
I'm wishing terror for the two of you
Hoping curses for you and your family
Like maybe you will both catch herpes from a toilet seat
Or choke on one another's hood fucking river meat
That god might forsake you
Leave you lonely as I am
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That your children will have fins, gills and webbed feet
I know it sounds silly but it's keeping me smiling
To visualize vindication´
Following my unfortunate victimization
I don't feel any sense of liberation
So if you need justification to put your mind at ease
Don't look to me
Said don't fucking look to me
I don't think jesus would've fucked me over so thoroughly
You're no shining example of christianity
May you never sleep through the night again knowing that
May you never find peace in your cold bed
May you double over and die from the pain of it
When you decide it's time to miss me...
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11. |
You Think Like A Man
04:32
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If I am gone tonight
I am gone forever
If I walk tonight I will not look back
And you won't even notice I have gone
Until there is nothing to grab onto
When there is nothing but slim pickings
And you think like a man
And you think like a man
I hope that you find God where you are looking
But I have to say that I have already been to those places
And God is not hiding
He is already dead
There's no love to find
No love to swim in
So you will find yourself drowning
Sinking in the sea of men that you have created
I am but one of them
I am but one of them
And I am too tired to keep floating
So I grab a straw, mirror and a razor blade
And make my way to the exit
And make my way to the exit
But I love myself enough to ask that you hold my place on your list of men
Maybe even put me in the top ten
And know that all that was is nothing
I said all that was is nothing
And it's like I said
If I am gone tonight
I am gone forever
If I walk tonight I will not look back...
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12. |
A Place Behind The Sky
04:28
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Come get into bed
And give me a kiss goodnight
You won't find me dead
If you stay with me 'til daylight
I'll be fine
It's these demons in my head
Always telling me to do things
Pump evil through my veins
To keep the devil by my side
Keep him alive
sweet jesus I'm insane
So I think it's time to fly
Somewhere far away
To a place behind the sky
I think it's time to fly
To a place behind the sky
I think it's time to fly
To a place behind the sky
You'll be fine
I think it's time to fly
To a place behind the sky
I think it's time to fly
To a place behind the sky...
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13. |
Licking The Walls
03:26
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You know me
I've got diamonds on the ceiling
And demons in my head
So get the hell out of my apartment
Your drunk ass needs to get the hell out of my face
And take your shit with you
I'm full up on space
You need to stay the fuck out of my way
'Cuz you know me
I am licking the walls and bouncing
Bouncing
So get the hell on with what you are saying
You make no sense to me
So get the fuck out of my face
And take your poison with you
I've got my own poison to breathe
And I am ripping
Ripping
So get the hell out of my apartment
And take your shit with you
I've had enough for my life
And you leave me your keys
You piece of shit
Those keys are staying here with me
They're staying
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Ringing your doorbell with no reason in mind
I am afraid of myself
I wonder if you will be frightened
Then I see your face
Your sweet, sad eyes
And for a minute then I can forget about this
My fucked up life
And I can see you
I can see you
Yes, I can stay and smoke for a bit
And things inside look just lovely
I wonder if you are as lonely as I am
Then I see your face
Your glossed over eyes
And for a minute then I can forget about this
Our dying friendship
I can hear you crying
I can hear it
Three weeks and I'm still broken in half
Been eating ecstasy like it were candy
My spine can verify that
I've got to leave this place
Get lost in orbit
I wish for one minute I could be free of this mess
Because it is on it's way back
I can almost feel it
I can feel it...
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I have watched you waste your love on gutter trash
I have stood by you while your heart was breaking in half
And I have held your warm body next to mine while you were sleeping
I have watched you spread yourself too thin while you were awake
And now the moonlight is burning your glory
And now I can see just where you want me to stay
Try as I might to convince myself otherwise
Try as I might to convince myself otherwise
I have eyes for you only
And I am watching you waste your frustration on these small people
I am wanting you to notice who's never hurt you
And I am
and I am wishing you were in a better space in your head
And I am wishing you away for a second
Try as I might to convince myself otherwise
Try as I might to convince myself otherwise
I have eyes for you only
And now your guilt about this has burnt my insides to the point of boiling
And now I can see just how small our love can be
Try as I might to convince you otherwise
Try as I might to convince you otherwise
I have eyes for you only
And now the moonlight is burning your glory
And now I can see just where you want me to stay
Try as I might to convince myself otherwise
Try as I might to convince myself otherwise
I have eyes for you only...
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16. |
Watch Me Die
04:28
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May you go quickly
And may you go in peace
Because I'd rather bloody my face up
than let you throw punches
But I hope God knows what the hell is going on because I do not
I hope God knows what the hell is going on because I do not
I do not
I do not
To watch me die slowly
To watch me die on a silver screen
I'm sure that's what they're all expecting
from the end of this scene
But I hope God knows what the hell is going on because I do not
I hope God knows what the hell is going on because I do not
I do not
I do not
I do not
I do not
So where am I going
And will you come with me
Because I need somebody to hold me
When I am drifting
But I hope God knows what the hell is going on because I do not
I hope God knows what the hell is going on because I do not
I do not
I do not
I do not
I do not
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17. |
Show Me The World
04:08
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It's hard to feel proud with your throat slit
Beaten, naked and tied to a fence
They grab hold of you when you are young
They make you go down
Go down on a crucified statue of jesus christ
In the summer light you spread your legs for him to let autumn in
But tearing up photographs won't let you forget
what good christian boys can do when they set their minds to it
Hold me down as you pull off your pants and show me the world
So I got what he had planned for that summer day
Without mom and dad
And I thought how yesterday seemed so far away
Layed out on my back I never think to pray
God doesn't listen anyway
But after you cum he washes you clean
Leaves you alone to fall to your knees and pray
Holds you down as he pulls off his pants to show you the world
Go down on a crucified statue of jesus christ
In the summer light you spread your legs for him to let autumn in
Layed out on your back you never think to pray
God doesn't listen anyway
He doesn't remember you anyway
He doesn't remember you anyway
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18. |
Pills With Smiling Faces
04:49
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big cock motherfucker
big cock motherfucker
big cock motherfucker
big cock motherfucker
And now, suddenly I can feel this
I can taste your not wanting me
I can feel your cold look burning a hole in my skin
Without having to see it
My stomach's erupting with violence
My stomach's erupting with violence
And at a time like this it's hard to be silent
It's hard to keep quiet
I am feeling the love pass from my body
I am flushing two years down the toilet
I am feeling the love pass from my body
I am flushing two years down the toilet
This bed is so cold without you in it
This bed is stone cold and silent
And at times like this it's hard to be quiet
At times like this I wish I were violent
All I really wanna do is peel that off the ceiling
It's hard enough to wake up during wintertime
Without having to see it
I never cared much for the gray sky
Never pictured myself alone
For the rest of my life
I need pills with smiling faces
I need pills with smiling faces
'Cuz at a time like this
I just want to take them
And take them and take them
This bed is so cold without you in it
This bed is stone cold and silent
And at times like this I wish I could be quiet
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19. |
The End Of The Scene
04:57
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I noticed you first when I came into the party
And I wanna know if you are here with somebody
And if you are not would you like to be here with me
Because I have never talked like this with anybody
And that is really amazing because
God knows that before I turned fifteen I fucked everybody
What's that?
Oh, I see
What a pity
What a terrible shame
And disappointment for me
I will not allow myself to be surprised
Because this is the thing that I have come to realize
There are no kind faces
There are no kind faces
No kind faces
I cannot change anything or anybody
I can only force them to see what they are missing
I tell this to myself until I am blue in the face
And then we walk a pale blue mile
To the end of the scene
Remarking on the distance of our journey
And bathing ourselves in the mystery
Of what could happen if we were to let it
But I do not hate myself enough to ask
I do not hate myself enough to ask
There are no kind faces
No kind faces
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Logan Lynn Portland, Oregon
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